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And so this adventure begins…

2019 brings amazing clarity and excitement. It’s a new year. A chance for a new beginning.

For those who know me, know, I am a born and raised California girl. I have spent 31 years being raised by the Bay Area traffic, NorCal vibes and San Francisco eclectic culture. But it’s now time to say goodbye.

2018 brought so many life lessons for me. I learned what its like to grow, to love. I learned loss.

I learned what it was like to fall; most importantly I learned what it was like to get back up.

I could look back at 2018 and find the negatives but in reality there was nothing but lessons and memories leading me to my new adventures.

“Everything has changed and yet I am more me than I ever have been” Iain Thomas

Change can be risky, it can be difficult but it can also be a breath of fresh air. It can be the life raft that you need when you feel like you might be drowning.

This change is my new beginning, my breath of fresh air.

That’s right… I’ll be adventuring into the amazing state of Utah!

“There are far, far better things ahead than we leave behind” C.W. Lewis

Trust me when I say, I’ll miss all that is California, San Francisco and the Bay Area but I’m beyond excited to start this journey.

You’ll start to see a shift in blogs as I take you on this new adventure with me.

Oh what 2019 will bring… a new year, a new city, a new state, a new beginning.

So for now… I must go… the mountains are calling…

Xoxo Coach Tina

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Tips for the 13.1 miles I did not run…

If you live under a rock or maybe you just choose not to look at how horrific the news is all the time (I get that) you may or may not have heard that my home state of California has been on fire the last week. 

Devastating fires in both Northern and Southern California have ripped through towns, destroying anything in its path– killing over 70 people. 1,000+ are still missing. The smoke has been so bad that at one point San Francisco became the number one city in the world for worst AQI according to Reddit.

That being said… a lot of holiday festivities, outdoor shows and races were cancelled; including my very first half marathon.

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At the time, AQI in Monterey, Ca was normal and the risk to run ratio was low so the race was still on despite leaving home where the AQI was well in the 200’s. So off to the EXPO we went– race packet in hand, and of course, leaving the #FearlessFitness trademark.

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Mother Nature had a different plan for me and Saturday night at 8pm, the winds shifted and the smoke came in; the race was officially cancelled. I had my moment of being pissed, sad, and yes– I cried– then I got over it. I had to have some perspective on the bigger picture of what was happening. Plus, everything happens for a reason and running in smoky air was not on the training plan. It was the right call.

 

Though I did not run the race, the tips I recieved and the training that led me to that 13.1 have helped me tremendously so thought I would share my experience up until the part where I didn’t actually run it.

So here it goes, tips from the 13.1 I didn’t actually run.

  1. Train: Start training early. I used MyRun App through UnderArmour and I had a run coach who helped with my training programming alongside my Crossfit schedule. I highly recommend Cross Training if you don’t already. Adding weights into your run routine will make you stronger and help with endurance. I can’t emphasize a training plan enough. Making sure you can run double digits up to the 13.1 is key both physically and mentally. Train in a similar environment that you would be running in as well.
  2. Shoes: I never understood what a good pair of running shoes were until I was fitted by the experts at A Runner’s Mind. I used to run in some flat bottom, no support Nike Free’s and while those are great for just everyday walking around they did nothing for my particular feet. I have high arches and a odd stride. The team fit me for a specific insole and the Brookes Levitate (which I love) and each time I run it is like I am floating on clouds. Definitely made getting to those double digits way easier.
  3. Nutrition: Now is the time to dial in on what you eat and really pay attention to what fuels your body. Eat for performance. I was not 100% strict here but the week and half leading up to race day I was definitely micro managing everything I put into my mouth.  I also fueled myself with the best supplements to help me recover. FNX Supplements not only are formulated for athletes but their products are formulated by athletes– so they know what is up. Check them out and snag 15% off your order with code: FNXFEARLESS 
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Saturday Morning breakfast at New Awakenings Monterey, Ca.

4. Be Prepared: Literally be prepared for anything. Including cancellations. Study the route, know where your water stations are on route. Test your gear before the race (clothes, running packs, shoes etc). You do not want to be running with brand new gear and be uncomfortable.

Week of Race Day:

5. Deload workouts: I started to deload my workouts on Wednesday leading into the weekend with the race being Sunday. Monday and Tuesday I went to my Crossfit classes and Wednesday– Friday I did light cardio or yoga. Saturday I let my body rest completely.

6. Day/ Night Prior: What I had done was started hydrating two nights before, making sure I was fueling with water and electrolytes. When it came to “Carb loading” I ate high protein, higher fat in the morning and afternoon saving my carb heavy meal for dinner the night prior. Unfortunately the race was then cancelled so I then proceeded to eat my feelings, I recommend this if your race is cancelled. Might as well “live your best life.”

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Lived my best life with multiple fish tacos that weekend…

Since I did not actually run the 13.1– I can’t provide any insight on the actual route or experience… yet. The training that has lead me to the 13.1 has made me a better athlete over all and I know I can run 13.1, and I will once California stops burning and the AQI is not 200+. For now, enjoy some training tips and stay tuned for when this actually happens!

I am sure you are wondering what we did do since the race was cancelled..

Of course we ate and explored Monterey, Ca.

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My favorite place we came across was a bagel house called Bagel Kitchen in Pacific Grove, Ca. The picture doesn’t even do this amazing concoction justice.

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Bagel Kitchen, Pacific Grove, Ca

Though the race did not happen, so many memories were made and I am beyond blessed. We did receive our race medals and I do intend to run these miles virtually once the air is clear. For now, I will just live on the happiness that was shared between friends and loved ones on this smoky vacation down on the coast of Monterey, Ca.

Until Next time, live life, be fearless.

Coach Tina

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Let us run with endurance the race God has set before us Hebrews 12:1

 

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Travel 101: how to travel for work or pleasure and still hit your goals.

So excited to be back home. In my bed. In a routine.

Traveling, site seeing and being on the go is exciting but for those who don’t know, I am an ESTJ on the Myers Briggs test… and the J is very much imbedded in my soul.

I like structure. Process. Order and you guessed it… ROUTINE!

You might contribute the way I am able to stay on track during my crazy schedule to my personality but this is all new to me over the last 6-7 years… remember… I was not a “Fittie” my entire life. I had to build up to it. It was a marathon and still is. And don’t worry.. if you’re a “P” you can still have some “J” qualities in ya which will help yeah during your travels!

To provide some background on why I have been M.I.A— Outside of running Fearless Fitness, I am a University Program Manager for a FinTech company and my position allows me the amazing opportunity to travel and share my love for the company while recruiting amazing peeps to SF.

That being said, Jan — March and Sept — October I am what is know to the IG world as the #FITTRAVELER

That is right, Fit—Traveler. It is a thing.

I still don’t think I have 100% mastered the art of Fit Traveling but I feel like I am pretty damn close… and that allows me to offer up some tips and tricks!

I will start by saying this… I can give you all the tips in the world, I can even tell you exactly what to do but if YOU DO NOT DO ITyou will not succeed. That is something that I struggled with at first, then I realized that in order to get better, I needed to be better and to actually put in the work. Was it going to be hard, yep, but that was no excuse for quitting.

Planing is key:

Seems pretty self explanatory and I am sure you are thinking to yourself, “Coach I plan— hello I plan my vacation and the days I want to work out and bring gym clothes etc.”

My response to you: great start! But it is deeper than that. For me, I have 3 months of being on the road; sometimes I will be gone for weeks flying city to city so planning each detail is key. So let’s talk deets!

Hotels:

Determine where you are staying.

Does your hotel have a gym that is equipped with cardio machines and weights?

If not possible, where can you drop into a Crossfit gym or corporate gym?

Most cities have local gyms like an Anytime Fitness, Planet Fitness or even a 24 Hour Fintess around the area!

No gym access? Vacationing on a beach? Great, get creative: can you workout outside? What is around you to use to build a WOD? Can you do a body weight workout?

Knowing that you do not have access to a gym or gym equipment ahead of time allows you to work with a coach (like me hello!) to program workouts that are easy to do in your room or even on a beach requiring no workout gear! (well maybe your clothes haha!)

Food: How do I not binge when I travel but still explore and try new things? What can you do to hit macros?

First you must decide if you will be on a cut, bulk or maintenance while being on the road. You must also decide how strict you are sticking to your macros.

My suggestion is to always be on maintenance and be a flexible dieter when on the road for more than a week or two.

In my experience and this past fall, I stayed consistently between 148-149lbs on a maintenance and it worked for me. I did not feel deprived and I did not binge either.

So you have decided, maintenance plan it is! Now you set or adjust your macros in your tracker, I use MyFitnessPal. Connect with me! Macros are in and you are set to travel. Completing your diet each night just like at home is key while on the road.

Quick Tips:

1. Plan what you will eat a head of time: check out local restaurants you will be dinning at. Look at the menu and pick what will fit your macros a head of time so you avoid the pressure of getting that gigantic burger and fries. Most hotels offer a continental breakfast (like the pic above), some better than others which include healthier items such as eggs, oatmeal and fruit. Stay away from the sugar and try to keep your plate balanced with healthy fats, carbs and proteins.

2. Stop by a local market or grocery store and pick up some non perishable items for snacks or quick grab and go breakfast. My go to travel necessities are: Quest Nutrition Protein Bars, Kodiak Protein Pancake Cups, Country Archer Jerky, RX Peanut butter, and salt free Rice cakes.

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Balance:

Now if you’re exploring a new town, on vacation or find a cool restaurant it’s totally okay to treat yourself! We are not the macro police. Life is about balance and balance is key to not binging.

So if you find yourself starring at an amazing unique treat… take my advice. Eat the doughnut.

But here are my quick tips to not fall off:

1. Split it with a friend! Sharing is caring right? Then guilt be gone!

2. Balance your workouts around your indulgences! Spend an extra 20 in the gym, burn and extra 200 calories. Deficit is key here.

3. Have a treat meal not a cheat day.

4. Indulge in your treat then right back on track!

Now you have the just of working out and food while traveling but it doesn’t work unless you do.

You have to tell yourself you want it and that your short term sacrifice of some $20 airport fries are worth you crushing your goals. Remember 21 days to form a habit… so get to forming!

Recap:

1. Plan your schedule at month glances

2. Pick Hotels that have gyms within their building or locations that allow you to visit local fitness centers

3. Plan your fitness schedule for your weeks when on the road. If you do not have access to a gym, gather a fitness plan from a coach which requires no equipment.

4. Plan your food, bring prepackaged snacks and breakfast items that you can nosh on when hunger strikes instead of eating a candy bar!

5. Stick to your goals, plan a head, prepare for detours or potential road blocks and remember to be agile— it is okay to flex.

Life is hard enough, adding fitness and health into the mix shouldn’t make it harder.

Here are some things I use on the road to make travel life easier!

Hylete 6 in 1 backpack: This back pack has saved my life during travel! It converts from a backpack, to an  extended backpack, small duffle, large duffle, removable daypack, and messenger bag. Literally the best bag ever! Check them out below:

Get $30 off your order here!

FNX Supplements:Formulated by athletes for athletes, FNX’s mission is to provide fuel for greatness. Built for strength, engineered for endurance and designed for recovery.  My go items are: RECOVER, RECHARGE, REBALANCE!

Super easy to travel with my FNX Supplements. You can check them out below and use code FNXFEARLESS to snag 15% off your order!

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Hope this all helps! If I could travel with you all I would, but I can’t— obvi, so I hope this small novel can assist you.

Know that I am here for all your travel needs, questions, comments or concerns for your upcoming trip.

Keep a positive mind set, stay on track and remember life is short… eat the doughnut— I promise it can fit your macros!

Cheers for now,

Coach Tina

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Choice- Chance- Change

“Even in darkness, her souls silhouette is illuminating” – J Iron Word

Life is about making Choices… and some choices come at a cost. Maybe not to you but to others, and vise versa. But the choice to change can be powerful, uplifting and invigorating. It can set your soul on fire.

Choices to stay. Choices to leave. Choices to release and just…let…go. If you think about your life, you will always have a choice in any given situation. You must  release the negative, release the power others have over you and just let go. Your life will consists of tiny choices which you will make to give it to the universe, and let it truly have your back. Trust in that the risk is worth the reward.

Chance is The Universe. Your divine spirit in which helps guide you through the changes of your life. We are given many chances to live to the fullest yet we regret to take them. If you have even the slightest opportunity to take a chance on something that fuels your soul, take it. Again, the risk is worth it. In the end, we do only regret the chances we do not take. So risk it, risk it all. Never be afraid to take a chance on something that sets your soul on fire.

Change is life. You can change your life by changing your heart, your mind and allowing your soul to live out loud. The problem with life is we become comfortable in our routine. We wake up, we get dressed, we go to work, the gym, pick up kids and carry a house hold. We set a routine and we forget that life is not about routine. Life is about exploring new things, challenging your soul to give you more than you are comfortable with. Life is about difficult roads that lead to beautiful destinations. Life is about living.

Changing your mind about your life, your situation, your relationship, job… it can be the most difficult journey you will ever face. It can leave you feeling guilty, empty, and exhausted but the road is never all windy and the horizon is always peaking over the hill.

YOU have to be the person to chase the sun.

So tonight I leave you with a beautiful playlist and a task. Make a list of your day to day… then take that list and circle the things that help you grow, make you happy or help you live your life to the fullest. If you circled all then congratulations you are truly living the 3 C’s to their fullest… but if you are like the majority of us… you may have circled one or two or maybe none and in this case. So I now want you to list out what is holding you back from making the choice to take a chance and make a change in your happiness. Please feel free to comment your thoughts below or send me an email and never forget…

Set the world on fire baby… life is too short to be anything but dull.

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“And when she laughs, one could swear the earth shakes and the sun shines a little brighter”–       J. Iron Word 

Discover the “Chase the sun” playlist here!

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You might actually want to eat healthy…

You might want to actually eat healthy… 

You are probably are thinking… “No shit Tina” but this is what my coach has told and taught me. It doesn’t matter how hard I workout, how many times of day I workout or the style of workouts I do if in the end, I am fueling my body with shit.

To fill you in, I have a lot of things I am currently trying to accomplish but the two most important are running the Monterey Half Marathon and competing in a CrossFit competition. I have been dedicated to my training– I have a run coach, I am signing up for multiple CrossFit seminars lead by amazing CrossFit Athletes and I even have a nutrition coach.

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Everything is starting to click… everything but my nutrition.

I am known for self control but lately that has gone out the window. Could be stress? Could be boredom? Social pressures? How about all of the above! I know I am not the only one going through the “trying to hit goals but still want a life” routine so, I wanted to share some tips I have found that help me stay on track.

How to stay on track without giving up your life:

  1. Stick with a nutrition plan that fits your lifestyle: I personally love my Avatar Nutrition Coach. I follow a flexible diet (AKA If it fits your macros IIFYM)  and I try to be 90/10 but on days I need to be 80/20 or even 70/30 it allows me to without sacrificing not hitting goals. Your fitness goals should NOT take away from you LIVING.
  2. Plan a head: I know this seems like a no brainer but it is truly the “not so secret” to success. Meal prepping your food for the week leaves you no excuse to eat outside of your macros. If I happen to be going to an event or have a special occasion, I typically will look at the menu before hand and plan out what I am eating. I also front load my protein since most times, you will tend to eat more carbs and fats when you go out to eat. If you are the culprit of the phrase “I don’t have time to meal prep” you can always use a meal delivery service. I love LocalFoods for any local Bay Area peeps (use code kfilippi5 for a discount). For any other peeps, my go to is Trifecta Nutrition— they ship all over the country!
  3. Set Weekly Goals: Most people are focused on the over arching goal– I find it easier to take a large goal and split it up. Whether it is planning my workouts weekly or saying I will drink 128 ounces of water a day this week, I always plan it out. Sunday’s are my favorite because I not only use it as a day for self care but I plan the week a head. A journal that is super cute, easy to use and can help you stay on track is the Commit 30 books! Snag one and get to setting mini goals today!

So now your on your way to hitting your goals but you don’t want to derail because all you are allowing yourself to eat is chicken, rice and broccoli. Gross. And boring AF. With Avatar Nutrition, I can eat whatever I want any day– as long as it fits my macros! So below is my new recipe that I am eating for breakfast this week!

Cinnamon Raison & Cacao Overnight Oats

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Ingredients:

Directions:

Place all in a mason jar, stir and place in fridge overnight. Next morning get up, stir and enjoy!

The week ahead will be full of training but I will be back soon with your August playlist, a brand new recipe and some more tips for your active healthy lifestyle!

Until next time!

Be kind, be true and as always… follow your heart.

Thanks for stopping by  ❤ Coach T

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The come back is ALWAYS better than the set back

Last we connected I was hoping to start the RP templates and commit to my meditation and self care practice however, this is real life and there is always some setbacks.

As life throws you challenges, you just learn to pivot with it and keep going. The comeback is always better than the actual set back. So watch out life, the universe has my back.

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I am still committed to my meditation practice with calm, 13/22 days is not horrible, but I know I need to practice more. I have been training consistently with my coach for a half marathon in November and I have switched my nutrition to Avatar Nutrition, where I have a coach I am accountable to each week. Coaches need coaches too! So I continue to trek along and hit as many goals as I can. I am always a work in progress. I did hit a 5 mile long run today and though I was out until 3am last night… it felt great!

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Today I set intentions for the remaining days of the month and one is to provide you with some amazing content that is not only useful in my journey but in your journey too!

With that being said, I will share a new recipe from my meal prep, a look into a great volunteer activity and an awesome playlist to accompany your meal prep! Enjoy!!

Earlier in the week we had two chances to help the community and volunteer at Project Open Hand in San Francisco! We helped in their kitchen preparing food and in their warehouse packaging items for pick up!

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My girls keep me grounded and help me inspire the world 

It was an amazing experience and I can’t wait to do it again. If you are looking for a volunteer opportunity, you need to check them out! To learn more about this great cause, visit: Project Open Hands website!

To help you with your post volunteer food cravings, you can cook up some of these bad boys for prep!

1 Carb Cheesy Muffins coming at cha! 

Macro Count: 1 Muffin– 9g Protein, 1g Carb, 3g Fat, 60 Calories.

Recipe: Avatar Nutrition

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INGREDIENTS

– ¼ cup light butter

– 2 medium zucchini, shredded

– ½ tsp garlic salt

– 1 tsp dried rosemary

– ½ tsp baking powder

– ½ cup shredded low fat cheddar cheese

– 1 cup unflavored whey (I used Quest)

– ¼ cup egg whites

DIRECTIONS

  1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F.
  2. In a large mixing bowl, melt butter, then add all other ingredients and stir until combined. If necessary, add water until dough consistency is reached.
  3. Spray muffin pan with nonstick spray, then scoop dough into 12 molds.
  4. Bake for 15 minutes and enjoy!

They are amazing warmed in the micro for 30 sec if you are using them for prep!

To get you through your meal prep, train into the office or life in general, I wanted to share a July Playlist that you can explore! Check it out on Spotify!

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On those musical notes, I hope you have an amazing week ahead– to keep up to date with all Fearless Fitness adventures, follow me on IG Stories all week and until next time, be kind, be true and thanks for visiting!

XOXO Coach T ❤

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“My head is spinning around– I can’t see clear no more…
What are you waiting for?”

 

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Self Care July

Hey everyone– so this past week has been pretty crazy and to be honest a complete shit storm.

I had every intention in starting the RP Strength Fat Loss 1 template– but life got the best of me and it did not happen. Instead, I ate my feelings all week and though the scale didn’t move, my negative thoughts arose and then the eating just didn’t stop.

It didn’t help I was going through some personal family stuff, anxiety and not feeling well. I decided that today is a new month, and it has to be focused on Self Care.

I am going to be setting some goals with my health, fitness and overall mindfulness.

Will you join me? 

Today was the start of this reset. Don’t worry, you can start tomorrow!

  1. I decided that I would hit a Peloton Mile stone at least 3 times this month. Today I started by achieving one of those goals. I took a live ride, #AllForOneRide with some of my new found friends in the Peloton FB group. The inspiration I received was empowering!

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2. I am focusing on saving a little more money by taking my coffee addiction to my Nespresso. For every $5.50 I spend getting a new Cold Foam Blonde Cappuccino at Starbucks, I can spend half of that at home and safe a few bucks as well as macros since I make it with unsweetened almond milk and sugar free vanilla!

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2 Nespresso Espresso Shots, 4 ounces of unsweetened almond milk, frothed with Sugar Free Vanilla and poured over ice! 

3. I am committing to 10-15  minutes of meditation via my Calm App every day. Today I started the 7 days of self esteem since it plays nicely into my self care journey. The best part of this meditation journey is that it can help me reflect, get out of my head and set intentions daily. Do you use a meditation app? You can try calm for free and join me this month!

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Give your self to the universe for it has your back

4. I am committed to eating healthy regardless of eating in or out. I had the opportunity to explore a new, local place called Central Cafe in Burlingame, Ca.

The food was AMAZING and the coffee was brewed to perfection! I had the Hummus and Avocado toast with the NOLA iced coffee all under $11.00!

They offer healthy, organic food AND they also have some amazing pastries and treats if you are in the mood… or if it fits in your macros 🙂

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Hummus and Avocado toast @ Central Cafe Burlingame

Next week I will share some of my homemade recipes on the RP Templates as well as where my results land me with the upcoming holiday! In the meantime, my intention for the week has been sent and I am so excited to keep sharing my awesome local finds, yummy recipes and my journey through self care, love, health and fitness.

XOXO Coach Tina

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My weekly intention: what is yours?
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My Negative Relationship with food, myself and the relationships in my past

I’ll start by saying this: This blog post is a very personal post and I struggled trying to not only gather this all from my head and type it onto a keyboard but also expose myself on this level.

I’m exposing my life and I know some of you may judge reading this. You may think, “I don’t understand, she always seems happy” or “what is she talking about she is so fit.”

I’m going to tell you right now.

Check your judgmental shit at the door. This is my journey and I am exposing it for people to read it and understand, it’s perfectly ok to feel the way you do and for others to know, that people like me, hell maybe even you, we don’t ALWAYS have our shit together. Even if it may seem we do, I’m telling you now, 80-90% of the time we are winging it.

So strap in and hang on. I am gonna throw your ass threw a loop.

It’s not apparent but I have a negative relationship with food. I have body image issues and I live every day with High Functioning Depression. Yeah I said that word… depression.

But not like the stereotypical depression where one cannot hold down a job, maintain basic hygiene, get out of bed, or commit to any relationship. I’m in fact the opposite and you probably wouldn’t notice the difference.

If you want to learn more about it google it- I’m not going to bore you with a psych 101 lesson.

But get this, it’s not like it happened over night. It’s actually the opposite. So let’s jump back a second.

Circa 2009-2012:

I thought I had my shit together… not really. I got the dream job, I was an EMT and then I managed to get diagnosed with tumors, peace out of a 5year relationship and then my roller coaster really began. A series of failed “trial” relationships, alcohol to cope and oh food, that was a fun addiction too.

Now in 2010 I was about 20lbs heavier than my normal 143 frame. Yup that’s right.

I weighed in at 163lbs. I did not work out. I fed my body shit and I used alcohol to cope with how shitty I felt about a lot of things. This all lead into my obsession with food, and a spiral into a functioning human who was depressed AF. But again, ask anyone who knew me, they’d tell you differently.

Step into 2011 when I was hired as an EMT and I started to “get my shit together” But in reality… all I did was lose the weight.

I didn’t get any shit together and I was still battling ugly ass demons. The only difference was I was in a different spot with a different job, different people in my life and different problems to fight and I was obsessively compulsive about my weight, what I ate, and fitness. Again… I thought my shit was together… so did everyone else.

2013-2014 I was diagnosed with Phyllodes Tumors. Right when things in my life couldn’t get any worse, I get to have half of my boobs whacked off. Oh, no working out either so guess who got fat again. Yup. I did and the obsession with food trickled right back in… you can add in the occasional alcohol as well.

2014 was a year that broke me.. but silently. I struggled to get back into a routine and I was unhappy AF in my job, my relationship and looking in the mirror. Everything felt like a tiny tunnel I was crawling through, but I still saw a tiny bit of light.

2015 post recovery : I was cleared to workout again, and my obsession with food turned again into an obsession to loose the weight I had gained. I did. But the rest of the bullshit was still there. To not think about it and to not be depressed, I put energy into others. I started a fitness company, I did volunteer work, shit, I did anything to not listen to the bullshit inside my own head.

This cycle of shit talking to reflection in the mirror, feeding it crap, getting drunk and then torturing myself at the gym went on for the next two years.

Transformation.

After transformation.

After transformation.

After every single picture. Every diet.

The battle with who I was, who I saw in the mirror and who I thought everyone wanted me to be continued.

Today, I’m thankful to have a semi-healthier relationship with food. I said “semi” because I’m not 100% healed and who really knows how, if or when I will ever be. I still look in the mirror and at times, hate the way I look, and still those negative things in my head creep up.

This year has been a focus on self love and detoxing from Judgement, because its still there.

Here is the thing, every person is fighting a battle. My battle is different than yours, and it will never be anyone’s to judge. It’s something that has taken a while to comprehend.

The one thing we can do is support each other, be non judgmental and listen to how each person feels. Who are you to say if I am skinny enough, fit enough, workout enough, or the opposite. That’s for no one to judge not even me.

In the light of the recent passing of Kate Spade and Anthony Bourdain I guess the goal of sharing this with everyone is so people understand that all people struggle and while people who might seem to be strong might really be struggling inside and we should all be aware of that if we are close to them.

And please don’t think this is some kind of cry for help post… it’s not. Not that there is anything wrong with those posts, that’s just not how I roll.

My hopes in writing this week is to remind you to ask your “strong” friends, family and loved ones, how they truly are doing and if they open up to you about their struggles don’t discount their feelings just because you see them as perfect.

It reminds me of the scene in the movie “I feel pretty” where a fit, attractive girl, tells Amy Schumer character she is “having self esteem issues” and Amy’s character rolls her eyes and says how she could, punch her jokingly. How bout let’s not respond like that. Just because my issues are not your issues and vise verse doesn’t nog make one greater than the other. If someone is struggling, they need help.

Period.

Help them.

Now that you know just a little bit more of my story. Next weeks post will be back to business with an RP Strength update and some yum recipes so stay tuned!

And as always, if it’s your first visit, thanks for reading. Drop your email to subscribe, support and share to those whom might benefit.

Be kind, be true and thanks for listening!

Coach T

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Are you burned out?

We create the magic in our lives but when the fire gets too big, are we actually Burning Out?

It’s an interesting concept to ponder. You work really hard, your fitness schedule is out of this world, you eat clean all the time and your scheduled. But you jump on the scale and it hasn’t moved. When you think back to you’re week you can recall some stress, which lead to some unhealthy choices, spiraling into negative self talk and then you wake up here.

Starring at a scale….

I get it. That’s me. It’s a cycle, you start healthy, you add stressors, you add pressure (internal and external) and boom, a recipe for self destruction and a roller coaster of a journey. But here is the thing, it’s not that you’re failing, it’s not that I am failing, it’s that we might be burning out.

Too much obsession over one thing is not the cure for lack their of. You need a balance.

It’s been a long and hard journey this week, one that I intend to share with you soon. But until then I leave you with one thought this week, that is, don’t burn out. Embrace balance, celebrate your wins, let go of your doubts and embrace the journey.

On to other items this week:

It’s review time!

I explored a new coffee shop this week in San Francisco and an amazing Healthy spot in Belmont!

Coffee first though, everything else later, right?!

Coffee Cultures in San Francisco, Ca is so cute and a total hidden gem in the SOMA FiDi districts!

If you’re local or in the area they have an amazing menu, serving up your fav macchiato or even affogato!

Definitely recommend their menu! It was the perfect little pick me up while I jammed out to my new favorite obsession Nathan Ball who sings the song below⬇️

He’s amazing if you’re into that coffee shop Singer/Songwriter Vibe!

Saturday, I spent the first part of my day celebrating someone special’s last class at the R-Dub 24HR!

Jonathan you are an incredible dancer and instructor and you make me so proud to see you inspire others through movement!

If you are looking to get your sweat on! Drop into one of his classes at 24HR! I can tell you he is amazing all day but truly you need to witness the magic in person.

Refuel was needed after that sweat feast!

So we headed to Detox Kitchen & Juice Bar in Belmont, Ca. When you walk in you want to literally eat, drink and buy everything!

Literally the cutest, hidden little spot on the Peninsula! They have a grab and go area or you can order and sit like we did.

Feast your eyes on the Fiesta Bowl 😍

Made with coconut rice and topped with Avocado, a balance of healthy carbs, fats and protein! You truly can’t go wrong here!

Best part was the Bullet Proof Coffee made to perfection! Next time your in the area check them out!

Experiencing Detox Saturday, I woke up with the excitement to try a little recipe from my True Roots cookbook.

I modified the recipe a bit but wow amazing!

Ingredients:

  • 1 banana
  • 4g Matcha Powder
  • 5g unsweetened shredded coconut
  • 1 scoop collagen powder (Vital Proteins )
  • 8oz unsweetened vanilla coconut milk
  • 2 pumps sugar free vanilla syrup

Directions:

Blend and serve! I keep my bananas for smoothies in the fridge or freezer so they are cold but you can add ice if you need to make your smoothie colder!

On that note! Hope everyone had an amazing weekend and that you have an even better week.

Remember: stay the course, search for your true north and never give up.

Stay tuned for next week!

Xoxo 😘 Coach Tina

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Self Care Sunday’s

Bliss is waking up each morning, taking a deep breath in and being thankful for your journey.

Sunday’s are self care and self love days for me.

  • Workouts
  • Massage
  • Meditation
  • Prepare for my week
  • Epsom salt baths and journaling

But today was a special Sunday since it was Mother’s Day! I couldn’t be with my mom today but we talk everyday and she knows she’s in my heart always!

I’m the strong, independent bad ass today because she raised me to be that kind of woman.

My sister and I are blessed to have her as our mom.

Speaking of sisters… I spent Cinco de Mayo weekend with the fam bam! Explored the cutest brewery too!

If you are local to Auburn or in the area, check out Crooked Lane Brewery!

They have such an amazing beer selection, my favorite was the Blood Orange Hefeweizen ♥️

Our exploring continued when Lo and I went to our local theater and watched the High School play, Mary Poppins! So cute!

Such talented young souls! I was truly impressed with the performance of these young hearts. I can’t wait to see another play from Victory!

That weekend we also bought a Corvette…

Yes. You read that right.

My motto is if you set a goal, a dream or an intention and you work you’re ass off to get it or accomplish it. You better be damn proud when it happens.

This kid couldn’t be happier. I mean he works his ass off and drove his little beater all the way from CU to CA!

Set your intention- go after your dreams and live your best life!

I’m loving reaping the benefits of this car btw- top down in 78 degree California sunshine ain’t a bad way to spend a weekend, am I right?

We ended up taking an adventure down to Facebook HQ where they host a monthly brew fest in the summer… again I am reaping the benefits of having a D.D #Responsible.

You just can’t beat Guava beer that has a hint of Pinot Grigio and Charcuterie in a cone! Great summer BBQ ideas!

An amazing day of sun and fun for sure!

Weekends go by so fast but as long as we enjoy them to the fullest that is all that matters.

Today I leave you with an affirmation and an amazing banana bread recipe!

Affirmation:

I will fill my life with people, experiences and objects that only bring me the upmost joy.

Recipe!

Keep an eye out on my Instagram for a picture of this yummy goodness!

Ingredients:

Directions:

  1. Preheat oven to 350 spray loaf pan
  2. In a bowl mix dry ingredients and chopped almonds
  3. In mixer bowl or another bowl mash bananas, add eggs and liquid ingredients, beat/ mix well.
  4. Slowly beat in dry ingredients
  5. Add cake mixture to loaf pan and cook 50mins or until well done on the inside (test with a knife)
  6. Let rest 10mins
  7. Flip onto a wooden cutting board and slice! Makes 7 thick slices for breakfast or slice thinner for more of a snack!

If you are looking to swap out for some alternatives you totally can swap the kodiak protein pancake mix with GF flour and protein powder of your choice.

To make it vegan, you can use vegan egg and butter substitutes found at Whole Foods and omit the honey for any other sweetener of choice!

Enjoy!

Until next check in ♥️

Stay the path, find your true north and live your life fearlessly ✌🏽xoxo Coach T